Tuesday, May 30, 2006
7:50 PM
o u r L I F Eok the msg was cut out by a bit... so to remedy tht part.... here goes again...
hey! i know this msg is a bit late... >.< but i was busy cheonging all my tests and long overdue pieces of hmwk... now the hols are here and i can blog a bit here... anyway, just wanted to say that i had a great time with all of u guys during the concert... it was super cool that my last concert was spent not only with the rj peeps, but with all of u rg pple too.... wow i mean how many people get to do that huh? it is so wow, that there are totally no words to express the feelings... i m so lucky to have all of u wonderful juniors... seriously, it is amazing... u guys all rock... Really enjoyed it! thank u thank u thank u !!! Stay happy and funky k. love u all! All the best for rg concert!
7:41 PM
o u r L I F Ehey! i know this message is a bit late... >.<> seriously, it is amazing... plus u guys all rock... Really enjoyed it! thank u thank u thank u !!! Stay happy and funky k. love u all! All the best for concert!
Gilly -
its been great having u around wif tht blue fish of yours... (although i have been whacked quite often)
yah thanks also for the orange shirt and joining us for dinner... ^_^
Shengy -
yay, u joined us finally... sorry for disturbing ur busy schedule... but thanks loads for still going anyway...
Jiayan -
thanks for coming to our concert... haha... and thanks for the chocs... it was really sweet... (note the pun!)
Kweky -
Yay yay yay... everytime i see u and talk to u i feel happier... yup... jiayou and don't be stressed ok... i wuv u!
u rock!
Janice -
waha... u r always so sweet and funny... esp. the meiting joke... anyway take care n don't get too stressed too ok... keep smiling! :) P.S. do u still keep up with him?!?!?
Amanda -
U always seem to be forever reading something (esp. scary chinese books)!!! enjoy ur time in co, k!!!
Amelia -
Your piano-playing is super nice... it was great to get to hear u play! thanks loads for burning the music cd for me too! stay cheery always! =)
Wenyun -
Wenyun!!! u r so funky!!! lolx, really... it is cool & enetertaining to have u around everytime...
keep ur passion burning... yea...
Ying Ting -
U r so nice... hehe don't get bullied by the others ok...
Sunday, May 28, 2006
1:03 PM
just some crazy links ^^
we need an archive right. okay. i will try to work on it. unless wenyun beats me to it.
1.
http://studentssketchpad.blogspot.comen and hou's drawings
2.
http://studentsnotebook.blogspot.comen and hou's writings
3.
http://i-speak.blogdrive.comgayle's writings on politics
4.
http://zut13.livejournal.comzut's writings on politics and music
5.
http://plato.stanford.edu/entries/prisoner-dilemmathe Prisoner's Dilemma. philosophical/psychological? puzzle. ^^ go read if you're bored.
ahaha. the holidays are here!!! WOOTS. xiaozu 8am monday. OPTIONAL!! but if you come you can only leave after lunch. ^^. so attendance:
ME
checkwenyun
checkjanice
checkyingting (till 10.30am)
checkamelia?
checkno ziyi (got IvP)
crossno amanda (holiday in Malaysia)
crossfenglan? (no reply.)
question markokay!! see you on monday. and thursday's prac is
8am to 5.30pm. friday
no prac. cos school closed. okay shall go read the links and create archives links ^^ ((: CIAOS. OH and got christofori internal exam on tuesday 30 may. just knew about it.. YESTERDAY. wonderful. AHAHAHAH. i will fail it.
Thursday, May 25, 2006
10:11 PM
my rants on my lj, edited to be posted publicly:
Today is a bit depressing, high and low? Hmm. Anyway. (Let me post this as grammatically as I can.)
Philosophy:
Was sad. It was our last lesson. We finished going through the Logic Test and we did a feedback form. In the middle of it all Audrey took out her yellow plastic knife and started sawing at my thigh. She says "a team that eats together stays together" -- her senior/s gave each person in her CCA a fork, spoon or knife to "eat the food". Interesting? Maybe Janice and I should do it for our juniors. And Mel and Grace were commenting on how intelligent I was that I am annoying. I want to be more intelligent! Then I can annoy more people. Lisa reckons I am very interesting. Hmm. She didn't exactly say why.
SS:
Was terrific. We had a debate on "Democracy is the key to social progress and ecomonic prosperity" or something along that line. *sensitive stuff* Haha. The debate was stupid. But miraculously we treated it seriously. Maybe we were too tired of ********'s nagging and decided not to bother irritating her anymore. Funny? Ha ha ha
Geography:
Mrs Newby is leaving RGS. Michelle told us, and we heard it from the horse's mouth today. We are all very very afraid that ******** would take over Mrs Newby. We tried asking Mrs Newby if she knew who was going to replace her and she told us with a very straight face: "Oh, I don't know." Grace tried to make her stay. Apparently Mrs Newby has to return to the UK for "certain responsibilities". Maybe her child is getting married. Ha ha ha.
GPA:
My GPA IS screwed, contrary to popular belief. I am scoring around the 3.1 range overall. If my Math PT pulls me up by as little as 1%, I can scrape a 4.0. And if I miraculously manage to get above 39 for my chemistry, I can scrape another 4.0. My history, because of the failed SA2, is currently 57%. It doesn't look like it will improve at year-end. These marks are my calculations, so they may be vastly inaccurate, which I doubt so, considering my intelligence. Well, this is contradictory. I am just trying to act humble.
Personal beliefs:
I am disappointed in myself.
Am I too harsh? Am I too lenient? Perhaps I am too harsh on myself morally, but not harsh enough academics wise. Just take a look at my GPA and you can tell.
Am I putting too much value in friendship? Am I not understanding enough about human nature? I see the bonds forming in 311.
Are they superficial? Are they deeply rooted enough? Time will tell. I might have thought I felt at home in 202. Apparently, it is not the case. It is only after separation that we realise which are the superficial bonds and which are the deep, multi-layered ones. For example, my bond with the 202-ers is quite superficial, with some exceptions like Xuan Ni, Qianqian and even Macey. *sensitive stuff* What about She-Kaye? It's been ages since I saw her last. It's been ages since we talked on MSN, not like I talk to other people very often. Are we not trying our best to continue this relationship? Long-distance relationships ARE really hard to maintain.
Who would, ten years down the road, remember to invite the oh-so-intelligent Kweky to her wedding?
Who would call, SMS even, and wish, the oh-so-quiet Kweky "Happy Birthday" when she turns 21? (Seriously, I wouldn't do that.) I am so brutally honest it hurts to talk to me, doesn't it?
Who would ask the oh-so-brutally honest Kweky for sound advice when she gets into trouble? (I personally have not given any advice that is really sound. Yet.)
Once again, time will tell.
Time tells all.
I am a cynic, according to Cheryl Ng, seconded by Michelle. I am a cynic because I have a negative outlook on life (think "Life is sad"). However, if you think about it, life IS sad:
you are born;
you enjoy the first three years of your life being served by your mother;
then your brain becomes a sponge, soaking up the answers to "Why is the grass green?";
then you endure 15 or 16 years of torturous sitting in of lessons by the most wonderful people of all -- teachers, whom you would hardly remember the next year (in my case);
and then you get into the workforce and work your **** off from 9 in the morning to 5 in the evening, not counting overtime and work from home;
you get married and have kids;
you worry about your kid/s for twenty-odd years and then your retirement fund;
when you finally retire and let your brain rest, there comes the GRANDkids;
when finally the GRANDkids grow up, it is time to go and be with the Lord.
Who knows, *sensitive stuff*
Of course, this is a slippery slope. I can't actually know because I am only fourteen, and still in the "torturous sitting in" stage. I can't actually know. These are based on what I have read, heard or observed. Think what you may. I hope this sets you thinking. Perhaps you have thought of this already, I might be just articulating your thoughts. Of course, there are other things in life than these listed, for example, relationships (ie friendships. My own parents don't seem to have much of a life), music (not much chance, considering the busy lifestyles, and my very limited proficiency at instruments), and other things. But being a cynic, I only choose the negative side of life. Do I? For one, I despise children. They are stinkiy, irritating and pampered. I am sure I was not irritating when I was a kid. I definitely was well-behaved, quiet, and lovable child, albeit a little mysterious because I hardly said anything. I think.
*sensitive paragraph* Yes, that is good. I wonder what will happen two years down the road. Am I being cynical again? I can't believe it. Okay then.
Am I actually a very simple-minded person? A naive person too easily hurt? Am I just a simple girl trying to act sophisicated? I think I am you know.
*unreadable stuff* Are my expectations too high? Please tell me that my expectations are too high, considering my own abilities.
I am blogging very incoherently. There is a limit to how long I can stay in the sane state of mind without exaggerating the situation. This is especially evident in my philosophy journals.My smile is evil, according to Cheryl Ang, seconded by Michelle again. (or is it the other way round?) I think it started when Michelle said "Your smile is so scary, like you're hiding something in it." Cheryl adds: "Like you're planning something evil. But we all know you don't have evil intentions. *Smiles*" (think 笑裡藏刀) And if I don't smile, I just look stoned.
*private stuff*
School dynamics:
Just wanted to say this, after knowing the Head Prefect nominees.
1. Xin Er
2. Yan Han
3. Ying Yan
4. Grace Chan
5. Hannah (GEP)
In secondary one, we were all "Xin Er class chair!! Xin Er SL!". Secondary two: "Xin Er sure become PIT one lah." Secondary three: "Vote for Xin Er!! Vote for Xin Er!!"*very sensitive stuff* Hannah seems to have left a very good impression on Mel. I went "Is she nice?" *thumbs up* "Is she good?" *thumbs up* "Is she nice to everyone?" *thumbs up* Well, I'll wait for her speech.
enough ranting. bye dudesses.
Saturday, May 20, 2006
10:58 PM
okay. i must say i'm pretty pissed these few days so don't bother me. and what i'm doing is ranting. not RELIVING the blog. GR. i feel like ranting everyday. but i rant somewhere else. ok. it's like accumulative pissed-off-ness. BAH.
physics is like boring me down. miss siu just talks about measurements, units, accuracy, precision. DIEDIE. as though we can stand maths in the middle of science. oh yeah. i swear i will drop physics. i SWEAR. not to mention i don't understand a single bit about physical quantities. okay. not that i don't know anything. it's just hardly digestable in like. a few minutes. damn. and then an idiotic girl keeps asking questions non-stop. i guess miss siu will get sick of it sooner or later. BAH. it's like physics lab lessons are like pointless. and we just sit there and stare at the stupid screen and whiteboard. don't our classrooms have visualisers? *questionable point.* oh man. then it's like everyday, we walk all the way from J-Blk and struggle up to the labs EARLY in the morning or after recess. and we all go there, unable to digest anything that even seems digestable. GR. so i don't think i'm absorbing anything. really.
the thought of learning philosophy is bittersweet. i guess thats how i feel mainly. i guess i'm kind of glad that speech and drama is over... i screwed up my S&D script. and i think our performance was screwed too, considering how pissed with ashley and amanda i was that day. okay. back to philosophy. mm. philosophy might be okay for me since i always churn out unreasonable but logical theories. haha. maybe i do. ((: but then. philosophy sounds CRAZY. i mean. how on earth are you supposed to talk about stuff like discrimination and dispose the thoughts that your answer has no right or wrong. it's like everybody always has the thinking that your answer is wrong or something. not everybody has the gift of deep thinking and think shallowly. it isn't their fault that what they say turns out to be weird or something. not like everybody knows about discrimination. some people live in such sheltered worlds that they don't even understand a single bit about their outside world and the mess everywhere. lim er yang practises socratic questioning. and THAT makes things difficult. if you ask him something, he will ask you another question back. BAH. maybe i can churn out rubbish on the virtue theory. or i could rush the powerpoint slide for a presentation that has to be 10 minutes during recess. ((:
mm. i guess now that qin wang dian bing, we are like constantly concentrating on our concert pieces. and i shan't comment on them as they are uncommentable. or rather. uncommendable. and what's wrong with freaking WGY. maybe she relies on me too much. ARGH. self-reliance is maybe what she lacks. GR. if i'm not present on the day of SYF, i wonder whether she will go play it herself. heehee. xDxD maybe she won't, but she will be DEVASTATED. shunning all the NICE parts to me doesn't work. i just want to play my xiaogu and THAT'S IT okay. can't she get someone BIGGER like amelia so that it will look GOOD. or maybe even kweky. sheesh. at first she wanted me to learn my idiotic timpani part. now she jumped ship to jin shi. what's wrong with her? the changdi boat is like sinking halfway? tsktsk. one must learn to focus and concentrate on one thing. and i seriously think WGY doesn't have the ability to FOCUS.
it's like quite ironic for me after qin wang. every time on friday when i pass by RJC on my way home, i always see the place outside the RJCO room where we usually sat there and stoned before prac started or when we were waiting for RJ's dazu to end. and i was like thinking. oh man. to think we were sitting there, stoning and playing there a few weeks and days ago; watching the cars OUTSIDE the fencing. then NOW i'm watching the people there INSIDE the fencing from the road. it's kind of sad now that qin wang dian bing is over. Yi just went past like a breeze. i don't know, but preparing for RGCO concert is more irritating and stressful. not like i'm criticising our preparation methods. it's just different.
tomorrow there is CLE lesson again. the MOSTMOSTMOST slack subject ever. and i hope we catch another toad and take half an hour to set it free and decide whether to drown it in water. sheesh. i sound cruel. only the strongest can survive isn't it. well. i nearly drowned our class toad since my classmates didn't know it WAS a toad and asked me to put it in the sink behind the art room. so i guess i nearly killed the life of an innocent thing. but then. letting it go wasn't EXACTLY a good thing either. he could have died in the sun and dried up..
then why let it live since all life must come to an end sooner or later. death is an inevitable thing. it's just like a shadow of darkness, creeping towards you as every second passes. it's just wishful thinking of people when they say that they want to live for eternity. life is just a journey of enjoyment, engagement, love and money. when the breathing stops or the heart freezes; then all these just float out of your outstretched arms. so why live for? life is a temporary relief from the pains you endure and it comes to a stop at anytime, any day..
oh goodies. i sound too deep in thought. and this is a crucial advantage to me in philosophy. and i hope mr lim won't get pissed off by what i say.
isn't what you say a reflection of your character and your thoughts. it might be true for others but it isn't true for me. i guess actually no one really knows me after all. the way i present myself to others is a happy and cheerful image. but inside i don't think my mind clicks that way. i'm hiding my inner self within to conceal myself so i'm just a shadow of my own self. doesn't a shadow just present the figure of a person and not what is inside? a shadow only carves out the outside of a person. the reason why it's flat and not 3-D is because it can never capture the true identity of a person and her personality. that's why it's BLACK. not multi-coloured or something. maybe i reveal my thoughts only. i never reveal who i truly am to anybody.
this friday i have a free block since philosophy hasn't started for us yet. maybe i will while away my time tidying up the noticeboard again like i did last friday when i was really really pissed off.
so. really. if you notice i'm like pissed or something, don't ask cause it's pointless. i never tell anybody WHY and i keep it inside without revealing the truth. sometimes i reveal some bits through what i say and what i write, but inside it's actually different from what i say and write. so no one knows why except me. and this makes me out to be just an empty opaque bottle with lots of illegible lettering scribbled all over. so i hope you won't mind if i don't tell you why and what cause my lips are forever sealed and i will never spill anything out. so don't try forcing me.
mm. i have broken my months-long silence i guess. maybe i shall be passive and silent for the coming next few months.. i prefer reading rants to typing them myself.
<3
Sick Cycle CarouselLifehouseIf shame had a face, I think it would kind of look like me.If it had a home, would it be in my eyes?Would you believe me if I said I am tired of thisWell here we go, now one more time,I tried to climb your steps,I tried to chase you down,I tried to see how low I could get to down to the ground,I tried to earn my way,I tried to change this mind,You better believe that I tried to beat this.When will this end, it goes on and onOver, and over, and over again.Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop,Till I step down from this for goodI never thought I'd end up hereI never thought I'd be standing where I amI guess I kind of thought it would be easier than this,I guess I was wrongNow one more timeI tried to climb your steps,I tried to chase you down,I tried to see how low I could get to down to the ground,I tried to earn my way,I tried to change this mind,You better believe that I tried to beat this.When will this end, it goes on and onOver, and over, and over again.Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop,Till I step down from this for goodSick cycle carouselThis is a sick cycle, yeahSick cycle carouselThis is a sick cycle, yeahWhen will this end, it goes on and onOver, and over, and over again.Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop,Till I step down from this for good
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
7:48 PM
this song's VERY VERY nice!!! learn it! hahaha.
寂寞的季节 - 陶喆风吹落最后一片叶
我的心也飘着雪
爱只能往回忆里堆叠
oh~给下个季节
忽然间树梢冒花蕊
我怎么会都没有感觉
oh~整条街都是恋爱的人
我独自走在暖风的夜
多想要向过去告别
当季节不停更迭 oh~
却还是少一点坚决
在这寂寞的季节
艳阳高照在那海边
爱情盛开的世界
远远看著热闹一切
oh~我记得那狂烈
窗外是快枯黄的叶
感伤在心中有一些 oh~
我了解那些爱过的人
心是如何慢慢在凋谢
多想要向过去告别
当季节不停更迭 oh~
却永远少一点坚决
在这寂寞的季节
又走过风吹的冷冽
最后一盏灯熄灭
从回忆我慢慢穿越
在这寂寞的季节
还是寂寞的季节
一样寂寞的季节
i've got a sore throat!! HAHAHA. YAY. oh wenyun i told you im not coming online.. hehe. but cant resist it so im only staying for 1/2 hour till 7.50. now it's 7.48pm
< 3 kweky 7.48pm 160506
Sunday, May 14, 2006
12:13 AM
ohhohhoho. sorry peeps. tmr! i need to SLEEP.
z
ZZ<3 wenyun
Saturday, May 13, 2006
10:51 PM
FIFTH VIDEO. oohoo. (:
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=QBPORJUB<3 wenyun
10:40 PM
4th video! oohoo. i cant believe im that efficient tonight. maybe because im chionging my history pt at the same time. *hinthint.* weeheehee.
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=J3PRB2GG<3 wenyun
10:24 PM
ah. third video is UP. oohoo.
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=PKNCMKF4<3 wenyun
10:10 PM
oohoo. this is the second video. xDxD
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=7A4GT9L3<3 wenyun
6:44 PM
yoz peeps. i uploaded ame's video number one on megaupload. go to this link kaes! xDxD WHOOTS. hao you cheng jiu gan. weeheehee.
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=R4DCWPSD<3 wenyun
OH SHEESH. i have broken my silence. and many more of THESE entries will follow.
6:02 PM
WHY. isnt there anyway to upload the photos. JUE WANG ARH. guess who. wahahahaha. xDxD
Friday, May 12, 2006
10:41 PM
okay. amelia's uploaded her pics. shall put them here too. actually they're on her blog too.
us: amanda, amelia, wenyun, yingting, kweky, janice, shengnan, gillian
passage way from outside our door. doesnt it look like some hospital.. got clock there summore
further down the passageway
our door, with our names and contacts.
our [tiny] dressing room with gilly packing her bag. think amelia was standing on a chair..
the mirrors. remember theatre mirrors? (:
our dressing table. hmm. description: my converse bag, my RED paper bag, janice's obs shoebag, janice's PINK bag, janice's PINK water bottle. WHOSE SHIRT IS THAT! oh. must be wenyun's cos we all wore the shirt home. EXTRA. yes and amelia's converse bag also. and the bag of mentos which we havent eaten. and the music stand which was our table for bridge and daidi. and yingting's happry potter uno cards, and that entry pass with a $50 price tag. actually i think it's $0 cos we didnt even leave the place till when we were going home. yah. well. NEXT PIC!
okay this's the view of the room from the toilet with me trying to hide as i put on my shoes, and amanda holding the toilet door open. apologies for the orientation >.<
our bathroom, which we didnt use. turn your 90 degrees to the right, if you please. (:
us eating dinner at the green room. can see that we'd changed already. shirt. from left to right: yingting, janice, me blurred, amanda. what was i doing? ee. cant rmb. did i drop my spoon? hmmm
okay. thats all for now. waiting for videos and mingjie's input (: ciaos
Monday, May 08, 2006
10:48 PM
PART iokay. here i am to post about yest's escapade at esplanade. hm. nice. escapade @ esplanade. okay. so first we went to rj to meet. so we had the final briefing and that would have been the last we saw of rjco room for years.? mm. most likely. zongjin said. "backstage is like a maze. theres B1, level 1 and level 2. but then dont worry lah. the backstage is LABELLED. oh yah. if you REALLY REALLY get lost. go to level 1 and shout my name.. if you call from B1 i cant hear you." that's according to wenyun. i cant exactly rmb what he said. something along these lines. so actually before that we were going to help them move instrus. if they needed the help. so we went to the storeroom part and tbl comes. he says "dont block the way" okay we get the hint and go out and play bridge, listen to mp3 players and basically shake our legs. yes. THEN its the briefing. so we left.
the bus was cranky. so shaky. the seats so small. ppl with big butts like me going to fall off. haha. just kidding lah. AIYAH. too bad the ri ppl were in another bus. or else i would have disappeared and janice can enjoy her er ren shi jie with her dear dear. okay. so on the bus kwan was trying to take photos. and the juniors hid behind their books [amanda and wenyun] and i and janice hid behind the seats. so we reached the esplanade quite uneventfully. what's there to happen? oh. tbl and mingjie followed the lorry. yah. and um. some ppl called marcus and junjie. uh huh.
at the esplanade.
we headed to our dressing rooms. so seven of us [minus shengnan] gilly amanda wenyun amelia yingting janice me squeezed into the smallest dressing room on the level. like HELLO. eight into smallest? the ri ppl were next door. they had 6 ppl [patrick lionel DarreN victor eh this sec 3? guy. and bl.]. ARGH. nevermind. our room was.. CH-B09. AND AND. you know what. CH-B10 next door was empty. couldnt they have opened it too? considering that we're ahem guests and we had eight ppl at the max. and we didnt have a window AND we were the ones who stayed in the room the longest?? argh. nevermind. i sound like nothing but a complaining brat which i am not. well. let me tell you about the other rooms. theirs was like door. then passageway then room. on the passageway it turned into the toilet. ours was like. door -> room -> toilet. AND our room part is smaller that others'. im just commenting okay. im not complaning. as in. im glad for the chance to wander backstage already lah. AND perform at the esplanade for $2. heh. free lunch dinner and transport and shirt. there were five chairs. for seven ppl. and i think the dressing room was for three ppl only. cos got three spaces at the mirror. the mirror is those kind of you know last time theatres one very very bright lights one.
the whole place is damn freaking big lah. the govt waste so much money on this place. tsh. sometimes only a solo performer play at the esplanade.
and the place is so stuffy. i think i got a headache from staying in there for so long.. haii. and you know what. the backstage, as in the real one behind the stage where if you talk you can be heard, is Bigger than the stage itself. like. !!. hahaha. the concert hall's quite small actually. 1000 ppl. VCH is 883? right. im supposed to go at 11.15, now is 11.12. shall continue tmr. ciaos.
PART iiokay i stopped at the backstage. let me now continue. dressing room. mm. so we started playing cards at once. daidi for a few rounds cos we san1 que1 yi1 for bridge. heehee. only me gilly and amanda. then we played uno. with yingting's harry potter uno cards. haha. then it was like never ending.. so um ziming right? or was it bingliang popped in and said lunch before 12.30. okay so we went to the artists lounge for lunch.
it was horrid. rice with oily smashed egg, cabbage, and very dry drumsticks. and guess what. wenyun dropped her two drumsticks on the floor. they rolled off her styrofoam box. gilly says: "you just dropped the most edible thing in the box." like lol. haha im evil. amelia eats very fast. aii. then the ri ppl came in for their food. and aii too bad we didnt leave janice. then her dear dear can go and join her. oops. she just reminded me not to blog about her and her dear dear. ((: okay. so... there wasnt enough spoons and the guy reminded us not to throw ours away. gilly forgot so she went to rumage in the bin. she emerges holding up her plastic spoon triumphantly. hahaha. she washes it. it's a new spoon!. haha.
lunch over, we go back and try to teach wenyun bridge. succeeded very goodly. haha. i dont have to write a an instruction manual. YAY. next time we can play bridge in school. secretly, not getting caught. this is just a plan! we didnt do anything!! prefects dont book us! sheesh.
then sometime in the middle of everything we decided to go to the place where there was vending machines and plants, actually the green room. we pooled our money and bought um. cheezels, twisties, da cheese biscuits, lays, nachos, what else? and i took out my sultanas and hersheys. anddd. WE PIGGED OUT!! ahaha. janice brought some chocolate. what arh? like m&ms one. our bin at the end of the day was like filled to the top! hahaha. but the place was very clean and neat okay, exactly the same as when we went. thanks to me!!! *waves hand egoistically*
shengnan arrives, very delayed cos at first she forgot to bring her ic.
dinner! was rice, xiaobaicai, fish nuggets and some weird thing. no disaters. haha. we tried to get janice's handphone and it resulted in amelia and wenyun getting a video of me, gilly and janice looking like.. we're going to bang janice??? like HUH?!?! dots. amelia we await your photos and videos (: OH AND MINGJIE TOO!! mingjie's videos and photos of friday's prac (: heehee. nudge nudge. i wish i have my own cam too! ahh.
okay. i shall just get on with the performance shall i.
7.00pm doors open, audience start coming in.
7.32pm jin she kuang wu opens the concert. haha. as usual the suona was out. after what seemed like ages, it was finally our turn. okay. so we assemble at the real backstage. hmm. dont think ppl were like nervous or anything. more like worried we'll gan pai too much and cant play. or go luan. haha. which did happen. and zongjin was like "im the only guy on this side. ..." yah. on stage left there was tianjiao, yingting, wenyun, amelia, amanda, janice, me, ruilin, mingjie, zhaomeng, shengnan, annnnd ZONGJIN. ahaha. the other side like. oh only got bian gu 1 were girls and the rest were guys. (: lol. AIYAH. mum couldnt identify who was darren.. XD okay then last was bingliang who went up in that. thing? dunno whats the name. ahaha. it's like we were all wearing unironed unwashed shirts on stage at the esplanade with glitter and glue in our hair and bingliang was there in his very very formal and expensive. shirt?. the contrast is hilarious. as in the clash was.. aiyah. nevermind. in what seemed to be five minutes, it was over. and we exited off stage. oh i was wearing blue socks and a necklace under the shirt. couldnt tell could you. hee. why the perf was screwed:
1. gan pai like nobody's business. everywhere. although i think bingliang kept on warning us not to gan. it's inevitable! aiyah. think all the bian gu gan-ed. haha. oops. so the xiao yue qi got no choice but to follow also.
2. messy, esp. at xxxx xx xxxx xx xxxx xx xxxx xx xxxx xx /x/x/x/x ... part. if you know what i mean.
3. and we were already to fast there wasnt much to jian kuai at /x /x /x /x /x /x /x /x (x4) and i got a little lost cos i think ruilin was lost and i was affected i guess. lol. but im not complaining. it was lousy but it was shuang XD. cos it was so damn fast.
4. wenyun screwed her part. according to her but i couldnt tell. anyway.
5. the stamping part still got ppl forgot to stop! argh.
basically i think there isnt much to complain. i liked it (: the audience liked it (: my expectations are very low lah. but you see, it's OVER. even if it's not good, what can you do? whatever you say also cannot change what happened. so let it go. dont fret about which
bar you didnt play good enough. your own concerts are never good enough do you realise?
so after the performance we disappeared back to the dressing room and continued playing bridge! yay. no actually wenyun and amelia went back first. oh to bring bingliang's extremely expensive. shirt. back to the the room. then we (janice me amanda yingting) went exploring the various levels of the backstage and the dressing rooms. we found out that our toilet was very ugly indeed. ANOTHER COMPLAIN TO THE LIST!! haha.. oh. before shengnan left we took a photo, thanks to jiali who took it for us (: again amelia, we await your photos and videos! please remember to upload them!! heehee.
the rjdaji ppl gave us a big packet of marshmallows and bottles of dried/fake flowers/plants with a splinter of drumstick with the word "劲(jing4)". damn cool. and some white stuff which i cant identify.
then we decided to thank them and we followed them to the green room where they were posing for photos. to be taken by gilly. [there's something going on..] yah. then we took a photo with the rj ppl. the ri ppl had hastily left during the intermission. and darren had made an appointment with janice to meet at j8 the following day at 11.30am to return him his chem matters book. mm. and i went as the lampost [aka dian deng pao]. he was late. ahem. anyway. yes. ziming was like "um actually we have 30 seconds (before we need to go on stage again)" and we had not taken the photo. yes. so we finally took it. and the rj ppl dashed off. (:
so we went back and played summore bridge and uno and took some final pictures of the dressing room namely from the door, from the toilet, of the toilet, of the room, of the door, of the mirrors. then it finally came to the end of the concert and we left. without helping them move the instrus lest they ask us not to block the way again. we left without saying goodbye and now we'll never ever see ziming, zongjin, mingjie, gilly, tian yang, michelle, barbara, tian jiao, ruilin, bingliang ever again. aiyah except wenyun who'll probably see bingliang for the rest of her life.. i dont think gilly will come back. will she! OKAY gilly you must come back!! mingjie also!! if you're free lah, cos we know you got a levels this year.. shengy says she might come back if she has the time. you'd better! lol. i dunno lah. it's up to you after all.
so ends my loong loong loong post on escapade @ esplanade. add on if you wish, but can you blog as another entry? (:
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
7:16 PM
number seven. missed library for one whole hour to listen to wenyun and yingting talk about their class. hey i saw jovin a and yixin at the library btw. ive seen jovin a before. and yixin right, that time me and janice were at fareast kfc eating and we heard her talking very loudly like three tables away about her primary school days and how she was.. uh. rebellious? dunno the word. yah. therefore i have a kinda negative impression of her. mm. and you know ppl, we are going to pass away very unpeacefully this friday. BECAUSE wang gui ying LAOSHI is coming for our xiaozu AND going through EVERY SONG WE'RE PLAYING. see how dead we are?? you'd better say yes. and just now i called her about going to rj this friday and she was like BU KE YI!! BU XING!!! wahlao. so fierce for what. and i was trying to TALK to her and she KEPT INTERRUPTING ME. she needs to learn some manners. TSK. im irritated. haii. im like coming online EVERYDAY. whats happening?! AHH. okay at least i stay only like half hour to one hour. mm. then weekends will be like. WHOA. FOUR HOURS. but not this sunday. HAII. i dont want to study at esplanade! i want to explore!! heehee. it's not everyday we get to go backstage yea. OH SHUCKS. this friday is sec one pft. darn. this post is full of CAPS and swear words. though no as many as my ranting post. yea. jiayou peeps. as janice says, PEACE OUT. im a slacker
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
7:25 PM
well well well. i think this sunday we [ppl going for rj concert] are going to be caught in the whirlpool of sadness surrounding the rjco ppl. because that would be the last time they play with their J2s? if im not wrong. aww. i think we need to try and stay out of the way. mm. yah. pretty sad lah. to tell the truth. anyway. yah. jing xuan says "and we know that even though we may be seeing each other again, things will never be the same again. i emphasise, never." this shall be a short 'un. (: short enough??summore from jingxuan's blog: "And it is nearly time we will be left by ourselves. it seems to soon to be true. like suddenly all the smiles and laughter we will be sharing for the next one week will be brought about with a touch of sadness and longing and a reluctance to let it go. i cannot say i will leave them with no regrets. cos i will leave with regret in my heart, knowing that i could have treasured the past few months more than i actually did. i should have known. i should have cherished. but it's too late. in the blink of an eye it'll be all gone, and what's left will only be memories." yah. her posts are very pensive. quite interesting i think.argh i just cant resist a long post can i.<3>